Suche nach einem "alten" Lied?

Hallo ich suche nach einem "Rap" Lied in dem der Sänger über Suizid redet und wie er es machen würde. Lied Ausschnitt an den ich mich erinnere: "diese schöne Schachtel Tabletten", "oder soll ich doch lieber das Messer nehmen" Diese beiden Verse überschneiden sich im Text und werden mit ein wenig Verzögerung gleichzeitig gesungen. Am Anfang von den Lied ist ein hoher Ton wie bei Sonne (von Rammstein). Ich hatte es damals in einem Sad Anime Amv Video gefunden und wollte es mir jetzt mal wieder anhören. Danke im Vorraus.

Gratis Hörbücher?

Hallo, ich habe mich im Internet schonmal erkundigt aber nichts gefunden. Ich suche eine App oder website wo man gratis hörbücher hören kann. Klar müssen es nicht alle sein die es gibt aber ja. Ich habe zwar Spotify premium aber bin im Familien abo und da kann halt nur der host das hören. Und audible kostet was, und die andere App auf die ich gestoßen bin (LibriVox) hat nur alte Hörbücher. Ich suche vor allem neuere am besten jugend-/Fantasybücher. Kann mir da jemand helfen ?

Wie findet ihr den Songtext?

Bitte schreibt eure ehrliche Meinung bin offen für Kritik :D 🎶 "i think i like u (but i hate it)" – Mary J. GRL [Intro – upbeat, playful] You said my laugh was kinda cute, I laughed it off but felt it too. Now I’m replaying every text, What the hell comes after “next”? [Verse 1] You hold the door, I lose my breath, You smile, and I forget what’s left. This shouldn’t feel like gravity, Why’s your voice messing with me? [Pre-Chorus 1 – light confusion] Maybe it’s nothing, maybe it’s just The way you talk, the way you blush— But something’s pulling me, I swear, And I don’t know if I should care... [Chorus – explosive, messy energy] I think I like you – but I hate it. You say I’m cool – and I break it. My brain’s a storm, my heart’s in flames, And every look just says your name. It’s like— Gimme space, but don’t go far, You’re in my head, you’ve left a scar. God, I hate how much I like this... I think I like you, and I hate it. [Verse 2 ] It’s not a crush, it’s just a glow, You make me safe, and maybe so— I smile too much when you’re around, But I won't fall, I won't break ground. You're just that calm I never knew, And maybe that's what pulls me through. [Pre-Chorus 2 It’s not about love, it’s not a dream, But still you fit in every scene. You get me like nobody does— But feelings? No, that’s not what this was.[Chorus – again, but more clarity] I think I like you – but I hate it. Your name’s a song – I replay it. You smile, I dive, no parachute, This ain’t a crush, It’s like— you pull me close, then leave me lost, This better not be just for fun. God, I hate how much I like this... I think I like you, and I hate it. [Bridge – slow build, inner realization] Maybe I’m scared to fall so fast, 'Cause every “hi” feels like a blast. But when I look at what we’ve done— Why do I feel like you’re the one? [Chorus 1 – Reprise, emotional callback] I think I like you – but I hate it. You say I’m cool – and I break it. My brain’s a storm, my heart’s in flames, And every look just says your name... [Final Chorus – thick, layered, confident] I like you bad – and I admit it. Can’t run from this – I’m in it. You make me weak, you make me brave, I smile and scream inside a wave. It’s like— This is dumb, but maybe right, You light me up, then kill the light. God, I hate how much I love this... I think I like you, and I hate it. [Outro] You’re not a maybe, not a mess, Just someone I adore, I guess. No fire, no fall, but still you stay— And I’m okay just feeling this way.